in response to supa's chatline

yea, i thought it was kind of cool as well when i saw the whole blog feature. maybe because i put the blog to classic template, so my chatline was loading a bit slow. your bio test so fast got test ahh.. my trial is next month, a bit scared because my lecturers here have almost finished all of our syllabus already. my chem lecturer even finished the whole organic chem part so we are going to sit for a whole lot of chapters meshed up into one paper. my physics teacher taught us until the light part already. it was interesting but rather hard since there was a lot of things to imply. my main problem now is that i don't know how i am going to memorize a ton of physic formulae in my head. they really pile up to form one high stack of desperation that will definitely make you faint. i am a bit worried about bio too. since the rest of the students sit for the spm last year, they more or less already covered about 70% to 80% of the syllabus we have now, so the lecturer is just going to brief us about a few important topics and teach only those that they haven't covered last year in detail only. the only thing that i can say about myself is I AM DOOMED. i am only consoled by the fact that they haven't covered as much as us in physics, chemistry and a hell lot in maths, so the teacher will teach in detail for the rest of the subjects. i dropped the pure maths class at the start of the course. no point in sitting for the class when you have a full timetable ahead. anyway i wish that i can aim for all A but then i have to work hard on that.

this is my bro with his new haircut. handsome? he's so cute in that pic. it's like he has just updated himself this time. he wants to have my the other bro's haircut the other day and when he requested that haircut, my my my, you should see the way he talked. he was like half shy, half whispering that it just made me want to hug him and tell him that its all right. but by right, i should not since he will be leaving me by december, so it's not good to do that.
my new haircut. when mom saw my haircut, the first thing that she said was,
'so short ah, won't the end be curled outwards'
the thing is i don't really care. haizz, my hair gone again, miss it. fennie said that i 'xiang bu kai' in chinese. haha, maybe.
i always have this kind of impending doom when i sit at the hairdresser's. i always think that, 'what am i doing here.' when she holds up the scissors, my head tells me, 'tell her to stop', when she is going to snap my front side hair, my head screams 'stop!', then when she finishes with my haircut, i always thought 'who cares?'. a lot of people cared about it. to girls, maybe all the girls around me here, cutting your hair is equivalent to committing a sin. see the girl at the background, that's my 22 year old cousin. used to be very close to her as a kid, don't really know what happened to us when we grew up, we just sort of like stop the connection. to be honest, i probably can speak more freely to her brother than her. i always thought that if i had a bigger sister, maybe just maybe, our relationship would be like this. who knows?

oh yea that day when i snapped the pictures at my aunt's house my cousin, andrew was curious and came to see what was happening, since i had two kids hovering around the laptop, getting excited with everything. the little girl that you saw above, suang drop the earphone and bent down a bit to pick it up. it was then that i snapped the photo. then andrew suddenly just ran. i was a bit surprised. then it dawned on me. i had his picture. he was dripping wet and half naked with only a towel draped across his bony hips, haha, he looked like a drenched rabbit... i teased him by telling him that i would post the pic on the net. he shouted out in protest, but then he knew i would never do that..
suang saying something at the background.
my bro posting himself. this stance looks so much like the position kean used when he's taking a picture. when i see this stance from both of my brothers i always thought that they are distancing themselves and trying to look cool. it kind of gets on with my family though. i wonder how boon will look when he grows up. maybe like kean, he will leave a long thread of swooning females. probably more since he's more accessible than kean. haha..
suang amusing herself in front of the camera. this one also will be a heartbreaker or should i say heart -twister. you should have seen her when she was with me. she clings to you every single moment and demands every single attention that you can give her. that day when she was in front of the computer, she kept smashing the mouse area, when you tell warn her that it was wrong she looks at you with her big round innocent eyes, then pucker her lips up and say, 'it's paining?'. haha, she really is quick to save herself from a bigger impact and guess what, she's only five. she's positively annoying at times but then she's just as quick to squeeze your heart into a dry pulp. she stayed with us for 3 days that time and she was missing her parents like hell. when she called her parents. she was half sobbing and half trying to put up an understanding tone. she said, ' Daddy, are you alright? can you sleep at night?' she sniffed, then she said 'did you eat well?' sniffing again, then her voice brightened up when her father asked what she was doing there. haha, she's so quick to change from one expression to another. it's a wonder how her mother survives all that.

non a bit wu liao...

haha, wanna see how all of you react to my setting the background pink. not quite me, i know but then just curious...

i think i like this advertisement best. not too brooding but still retain the sensuous appeal. not too pink either, but rather towards those autumn blooms that really catch your attention. wanted to put it as my back ground but then the pic is not large enough... sigh...
this was the first ad i saw and i thought 'wow' it really really did catch my attention. the sensuousness, the dream appeal. it just 'strike'. if someone really wants an eye-catcher for any fashion business at all - this should be it!
when i see this ad, i just think that it is odd. everything is positioned in an odd way. even the rest of the pictures juicy couture display are odd. somehow the oddness of it just catches attention. the thing that i like about this ad is that it always give me a comfortable feeling. it kind of take you back to regency but then it is still modern, kind of frenchie. notice that the inside of the jacket is made up of satin. think of the softness brushing against your bare skin... damn i want to really close my eyes in ectasy...
this pic looks like a ghost pic. but then, nina ricci almost always (so far) publish this kind of pic. you can't really find the reason why they put it. you have to dig and dig and dig. hate digging, especially if it is my assignment (which it is not now since i am taking GP). i kind of find GP very different from what i used to do in my life. i loved writing stories from the start so i put 5 stories in a GP essay. no originality, no fun, that's what i hate about it. arggg... who cares, i am sitting for the A levels, nothing else, so who cares as long as i get great marks?

o yea, if you want to find paranormal romance books i have a suggestion. go and look for kresley cole's book. i enjoyed them very much. found a spanish girl website, can't remember what it was but she is also a fan of hers. she wrote a lot of criticism on the heroine in the book, very funny. i had to hold my breath in order to stop laughing. really her books are two thumbs up. what i can say about the author is that she really has beauty and brains. you'll see why when you search for the author alone in fantasticfiction.com. you can find her books in 4shared.com. enjoy!

braces...braces...

see that
see that, my bro and me (and my braces). you can't really see clearly but actually my braces are blue. i remember when mom first saw my braces, she was so shocked that she said,
"aiyo, so ugly ah!" haha, of course i look ugly now. when i take down my braces i'll look beaut... haha seems like i am carrying on the fairytale of the ugly duckling turning into a beautiful swan... corny enough for me to actually make myself blush!
now i look like a dork. the perfect dork with wide frame spectacles and a set of braces...

went for the night market that day. mom's friend is actually selling organic vegetables in the market. very cheap, only RM 1 for each packet of vegetable. helped her to sell for awhile. but then you all know my selling skills, employing me will always be a disaster. want to know why? i always managed to shoo away people rather than sell anythingat all!! i guess i'll never manage to actually convince anyone of anything.

oh yea cheow wei, happy a little belated b'day!!!!!!! hope you have the best in life for the years to come...

now in school so couldn't post my braces pic, forgot to bring it. that day, nivea came to our school and we were given free gifts and one free printed pic. if we want another picture then we would have to pay RM2 for it, so i saved this photos in my pendrive instead.

the nivea fair was held in the school's hall. we got a bottle of lotion and a deodorant. i love the lemon grass smell, not too overpowering and not too subtle, just nice. two weeks later clinique also held a promotion in our school. had to skip the malaysian studies class just to listen to them talk fill the form then get the $200 gifts. there was a lot of people attending the session alone. couldn't my hands up fast enough to answer the questions, because if someone answer correctly you get to win the eyeshadow worth $55. haizz.. nvm that is what greed brought me to...

the next day when we had our malaysian studies class the teacher just called out my name. i was in shock and could feel my heart beating. damn and be damned why am i even the first to be called out? loads of girls went to the promotion and i was the first to be called out?

" why weren't you in class yesterday?" silence, i could just feel it eating on me.then i told him i was in class. then he asked,

" then you disappear for the last ten to fifteen minutes is it?" i really wanted to laugh out the predicament i was in. he kept talking, my mouth kept twitching, the irony of it was we were allowed to skip other subjects (which i never skip)but must have at least 70% attendance in malaysian studies class. the system can only be described as stupid...

then he called out stephanie's name (the girl who is sitting beside me), she raised up her hand and he said in disbelieve,

"you also kah? you also disppear for the last fifteen minutes of class?"

i was already giggling. she hesitated for a moment then said,

"i fell asleep in class so i didn't know you called my name"

which is worse...

"fennie" his voice boomed out.

my friend sitting on my right raised her hand. i saw him just raise his brows in wonder.

"you also?"he asked. by that time i think he was really enjoying our guilt. bad bad teacher... haha..

"i went to the toilet sir.." fennie just said.

haha.. i couldn't believe we actually got famous with this escapade. stupid kind of fame but still stupid...

anyway got to be the judge for the coming debate next week. no need to talk in the least but fennie and i are going to bully ah long to be the chief judge so he would make a closing statement.. so bad..

oh yea forgot to tell you all i passed my undang-undang. went for the driving practice last sunday. had to take the two hour journey by bus to butterworth since there was a major traffic jam on the penang bridge. i thought it was hard but it was kind of okay until i got to the hill part. my mind kept playing back and back again..

"free the clutch but keep your legs poised there, step on the accelerator and immediately break when you reach the 'tiang'..." at first i panicked and the car slipped backwards. second time i pulled on the handbreak i freed the clutch so the car "die fire (in chinese)". third time, i went over the yellow line. fourth time, i went too fast over the hill so off i go circling one round to get back to the hill part again.. don't know how many times i tried that even the instructor got frustrated and ended the session 15 minutes early. he kept calling me "amoi amoi, apa yang kamu buat ni?" i think he actually got scared sitting in my car.. haha.. not so bad la, just jesting...

when i get home i'll write more, maybe finally be able to post my braces pic, don't show it to everyone (which i am doing by the way).