What i wanna say is, my new year's resolution has been busted so many times that it is laughable that i even called it one. I precisely broke it at 12am on 1/1/2012... Laughable is a weak word... this week alone i have broken it 7 times straight... Laughable.. sigh... when am i going to learn?
tired eyes
So... these days... been having a lot of tired eyes days... Not only do i stare at the computer for too long, but i really torture my eyes by wearing contacts for too long a duration. I suppose I should get a new pair of glasses that suits me better which involves it not slipping down my nose all the time. and i shouldnt stay awake after mere mortal sleeping times.. which i suppose should be at 12am or 11pm. I always lose track of time at night and stay way way WAY pass my bedtime. Not a good thing especially when lack of sleep can kill you faster than the lack of food can.
Loving the new song...
Loving this new song by Brian Joo... i never even heard of that guy until this song, Let this Die came out on youtube... hehe.. enjoy!!!
i think i like this new song coz its so so different from the normal korean songs which made me almost stereotype the korean songwriters to knowing only how to write slow songs and choreograph dances. The dances i love... the songs.. i usually mute it.. but this one really made me want to listen to it over and over again.. i love how jk raps in the song... I do think that the song is a combo between great piano recitals and a hint of the 90s type of reggae music... only that its tempo is faster with much deeper meaning to the lyrics than what drugged out reggae songwriters could have written in the past..
I think finding the translation for this song may have been the best action i had ever made in months... it made me realize that the song was right... sometimes we do trap ourselves in the past because it just seems more familiar and we do find it hard to let it go. Although this song is more relationship based than the philosophy i had just describe, sometimes i do think that when the past is no longer valid, we just have to let it go, or in this case let it die... definitely loving it to the fullest!!
Sweet Serendipity
and i am doing just fine
i am always landing on my feet
in the nick of time
i might have skinned my teeth
i ain't gonna stressthe worst could happen yet
something's watching over me
Like sweet serendipity..
Love love love this song... makes me happy...
xoxo
Nikki
The bad ass chick is up
i never tried drawing my waterline before... and the only thing that i can say is... I really look like a bad girl... had to take a pic with the dorky glasses to soften it up..
start or not???
it has been a week after 2012... i kinda feel so empty inside. if there is a kind of post that i post... then i do post a lot of emo post... in a lot of times, i feel that i have not yet fulfilled my full potential in this world... the more i think of it, the more i realized that i am just wasting my time away... do i start now, while i feel that i need to improve? or do i start later when i can finally sit down and think of stuff the way i do? i feel that the things of what i want to do is just out there, waiting for me to reach out and take it... if i do admit to myself, i do admit that i am impatient to do what i wanna do now
i keep reminding myself everyday to be patient, to wait for the right time to go forward... but do i have time? do i have the patience? but then i have no choice on being patient, right? i HAVE to be patient... then i ask myself, why am i idling right now? not doing enough to prepare myself when the time comes... then at this time, i feel like i am at crossroads... in fact, to be honest, i am not preparing myself for that right time and preparation is gold for that golden moment when i start...
the main point is, i have to start, even if it means that i have to start in the middle of my exam time, i do have to start and still juggle with my exams and all... i just feel that this is the right time... and i hope that i am right...
cray-crayness..
Tick Tock, Tick Tock,
There goes the clock...
I used to take time for granted... now i am scrambling for time itself...
2 programs, 2 reports... all due tomorrow... and i still dun understand how to update the JTable... i feel so stupid and useless these days... my program can run perfectly... but then it doesnt give me the output that i desire... shit shit shit... i dun think i will be able to pass it up tomoro... even the database itself updates perfectly... not my JPanel... or my JTable for the fact... stupid fire doesnt even work... going once, going twice... i am OFFICIALLY CRAZY!!!
by someone or something who is going cray-cray...
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