tagged

haha, got tagged by vicky. way to go, vic!
man... i look bored. never mind anyway, for those who finish their test, happy holidays. got one more exam at the 21st then I AM HOME FREE!!!!!!
1. What do you want most for the time being?

i got a craving for an ipod right now, but then i know i won't buy it. more than that i hope that i can get A for most of my A levels coz i really want to cry... sob sob

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?

dunno never thought of it

3. What is your one regret in life?

not being able to lift a hand in some problems when i noe for sure that they are going to happen

4. Who inspires you?

dunno, myself (haha, i am so damn vain...)

5. Tell me something I don't know about your family background.

a lot, don't wanna tell just in case granny grabs an axe and chase me around her backyard

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?

creating a scene without money...
1. plant your own food...
DIY fertilizers - chicken poop
for digging - your own blackened nails... screams
mom ask: 'what happened shing?'
i raised my stricken eyes to her and well sob..
'ma, i just broken my nails...'

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?

my family and my frens

8. What can cheer you up from sadness?

ranting and raving about my answers if it is about a test
music - if i am truly sad about anything i can't do
if i can do something - well i think about strategies
about someone.. i draw a pic about somebody, add whiskers, big noses, big ears and reward them with a big ancient spectacles (but then this is called anger...)

9. If you can get out of your current life circumstance, would you?

nope, my life is mine and my only property, why should i throw away something which is exclusively mine?

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Vicky - cute, has that little girl's voice sometimes but then she tries to deepen it at other times and of course cheerful
lunar - loves anime, chess and a lot of other stuffs. very good at maths, has a booming laugh and although he looks like the quiet type, but when he is really TALKING, you can hear his animated voice half a mile away... (no offense but then ppl like you just the way you are! two thumbs up!)

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

my requirements:
a. know how to really cook
b. has a job in which he can relate his everyday events without shame to me.
c. who believes and will keep his fidelity
d. who really respects me
e. i really cant think of anything else but then the rest of my list is secret. i want my other half to be a surprise as well. and of course i want it to be a good surprise!

12. If you were given a choice, would you want to know what love is all about?

love i got tonnes of them, from my parents... haha, love is in the air... sounds like paris

13. What is your ambition?

to be what i want to be (haha, not an answer)

14. Describe your life in one word.

dunno

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?

i want to be rich coz rich has all kind of meaning, rich with happiness, rich with money, rich with fashion, rich with knowledge... rich and rich and rich

16. If you have a chance, where would you like to further your study with scholarships?

new york city!

17. Who is the person (peoples) that you can share all your problems with?

No one... but really you can't share everything with someone or else when you have a minor problem with that someone, will you share it with them or will you risk hurting them? but then by then you will have a bigger problem

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

not telling, bad luck...

19. You accidentally deleted this question. What do you do?

umm, just ignore it?

20. Why do I have time for this thing?

coz i am bored out of my head right now, so monkey see, monkey will definitely do!

ohhh yea, almost forgot to break the good news, i'll be back by the 26th. home sweet home, there is really no place like Brunei! but then Penang is different as well.
love you guys and of course girls!!!

driving test

remember i told you all about my driving test well i failed. do you noe which part i failed? i can tell you that i failed the most stupid thing in history... promise me you'll think b4 you scroll down... but then if you don't who is there to stop you. haha, just humor me for a bit...
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tada, my results were:
parking - pass
over the hill : pass
the dead end turn: pass
the remaining one would be...... the road test.
i failed that one. actually i the most pitiful thing is i didn't even last for 5 minutes on that test. i failed solely because i made a wrong turn, before i was even on the main road. there was this small rough and rocky lane before we hit the main road. at that road, there was no sign saying that it was actually a one way street. the small lane alone was so wide that it can actually fit 3 cars side by side and i thought since there was no other cars i could just drive straight ahead so there i go. then the police kept shouting for me to stop, along with sneezes in between. when i stopped the car and looked at him, you should have seen his nose, he looked like santa's reindeer. anyway, i didn't really look at him that much. he told me to scoot over to the passenger seat and then he drove back to the institute. by then what i thought was, damn damn damn, would i fail, or would he give me another chance? by then the man who was in charge there asked me what happened and i told him that the police in charge was giving me another chance. then he said that i was lucky. by then i really got my answer already, that i would fail for that day. when the other candidate finished his test, the police just handed me my result slip. he just slipped on his glinting glasses and strode as quickly as possible into the office. he wrote there. kawalan gear tidak stabil, brek tidak cukup and a whole lot of things just to push me to fail. i got the first five ticks and the last fifteen cancelled out and that was my first test that day. i took up that piece of paper and marched up to the police guy. i said that i just drove through that whole area for only once only (which was true enough)and argued with him for a good half hour about my eligibility to have another chance for the road test. at first he kept denying me and then he told me to go through the rest of the test and if i passed the rest i need to actually sit for the road test the next time i come. i then compromized and just strode to the desk and when i showed my result slip to the woman in charged there she had this smirk on her face and said:
"you failed the road test ka."
then she passed the slip to the other lady. when she was about to open her mouth i said that the police said that i can sit for the rest of the exams before going to JPJ and request for sitting for the road test only. she said impatiently: 'yes i noe but just take this slip and go there'. haha wrong time for protesting. when i walked towards the area, i thought, what is the easiest method to secure that i will only have to sit for the road test? i was really feeling down at that time, really really down. then a thought struck me. cry. i was thinking, 'eat your heart out asshole' silently to the police who failed me. i took my phone, dialed mom and started crying there. anyway i already wanted to cry not because i failed my test but because i lost my pride begging that stupid man to give me another chance at the test. i started to wail a lot, deliberately sitting in the wrong place and in the middle of the whole institute. the man who asked me what happened in the whole course then took pity on me and discussed with the other police who were in charge of the other three parts of the test. they agreed, everyone agreed and then bingo. haha, i was thinking, 'asshole really eat your heart out this time'. those three things were the things that i really made sure i do with merits. the first test was up the hill. i stepped on the clutch, pushed to the first gear then stepped hard on the accelerator and pushed to the second gear. 'eat your words dumbass', stepped on the clutch then the break. perfect! free gear and hand break. then i waved to the police and they signalled for me to go. clutch, accelerator, free half of the clutch until the whole car vibrated then the accelerator again. release hand break and go. i didn't even slip back, haha. i was already grinning from ear to ear. haha, no one defeats chia shing. even the police in charge of the area were grinning at me when i handed them my slip. the rest were baby stuff, the parking, the dead end turn. stupid guy for failing me. i knew he wouldn't be there to hear my results and probably never will, but then the rest of the people would know what an asshole he is. that alone brightened up the rest of my day. next time when i see him i will hum, 'blinky the reindeer with a nose as red as cherry and a big bum that will crush the seat as he sneeze and sneeze and sneeze.' (refer to frosty the snowman song)
haha, stupid reindeer, i bet santa will refuse to leave presents under the christmas tree at the 25th. i grew out of childhood anyway.
anyway he probably wanted me to bribe him, serves him right that my portion of money will never reach him before it goes to the other staffs pocket. but then i learnt one lesson that day and that was how to handle things on my own when i am arguing with someone else. that alone was good enough for me although the crying part will grow old eventually. too bad, i am still mommy's little girl...