bugging me...
you know something has been bugging me... you know sometimes when a girl walks by with her boyfriend, then when she sees her boyfriends eyes roving to another pretty girl, she will pull her bf to another direction just to keep his eyes from straying... sometimes i just don't get it, why people get involved in a relationship where they know that the other half will cheat on them in every turn? Why be in a relationship where you run the risk of knowing one day you will suffer a severe heartbreak? Maybe other people may argue that it's love and there is nothing much you can do about it? but what about pride? what about you yourself as an individual?
so in love with ring ding dong by shinee right now...
check out shinee's ring ding dong... its so addictive... thanks to Gi Hyeon for suggesting this song!!! thumbs up!!!
anyway... the stupid thing is i just found out i had to write 2000words for my final year essay which i am supposed to pass up 2 weeks later. luckily i am kind of finish with the presentation already, i just need to twitch something here and there then it would be perfect already...
arghhhh.... next week will be super tough coz i have to hand in 2 assignments, have two assessments and still have tons of assignments to complete!!! sigh... why is my life so hectic... but at least i am not as depressed as i was when i was in Brunei... The insane thing is, i like everything here... except the fact that i am stuck in the middle of nowhere... haha... that is what the SA officer call my uni...
Nikki signing out...
anyway... the stupid thing is i just found out i had to write 2000words for my final year essay which i am supposed to pass up 2 weeks later. luckily i am kind of finish with the presentation already, i just need to twitch something here and there then it would be perfect already...
arghhhh.... next week will be super tough coz i have to hand in 2 assignments, have two assessments and still have tons of assignments to complete!!! sigh... why is my life so hectic... but at least i am not as depressed as i was when i was in Brunei... The insane thing is, i like everything here... except the fact that i am stuck in the middle of nowhere... haha... that is what the SA officer call my uni...
Nikki signing out...
today...
finally finished my stupid LAtex assignment... seriously, i don't understand why we need to learn how to do word processing documents using LAtex... its so tedious (they are all in codes) and if you managed to miss one of the codes then the document would either produce a page full of ?????? or a totally blank page... it's such a bore to do so... i wasted precious time because of the freaking messy LAtex document...
anyway, we didnt have any programming classes last week... so i am now thinking... will Mr. Chew torture us by giving us way harder exercises or will he give us 3D Arrays? i vote for 3D arrays though... coz i don't think that i could survive it if he gives us a much more harder 2D array exercise... haizz, i hate you Mr. Chew!!!
anyway, we didnt have any programming classes last week... so i am now thinking... will Mr. Chew torture us by giving us way harder exercises or will he give us 3D Arrays? i vote for 3D arrays though... coz i don't think that i could survive it if he gives us a much more harder 2D array exercise... haizz, i hate you Mr. Chew!!!
Perfume Collection, Baby Kitchens, and Beetlebugs
i love watching elle fowler talk sometimes... its like looking into the typical pink and blonde world.. i think i mainly like her enthusiasm in the little stuff she admires and you can literally picture her in sophie kinsella's shopaholic... it matches her personality so well.. haha.. anyway, i really trust her product reviews... i just think that her reviews are really sincere and i think she even got banned from signing into her youtube account once because of one of the "i don't like it" videos she made and that takes guts..
anyway... if u want some product reviews, i think she is one of the best vlogger to go to... enjoy!!!
i wonder... and yesterday's event!
i haven't written anything at all in a long time... but sometimes i wonder if i can get away from the past, discard them in one go and still stay sane for the rest of my life... times like this i think back, get memories that haunts me from where i am, what i'm doing... will i ever get pass the fact that things happened just because fate decides this is for me? Sometimes when i ponder over stuff, i start to think, perhaps too much knowledge about a person's life is not such a good thing at all... its better to stay ignorant and stupid... that way, you will not take a coward's way out of life, you will never associate something pure with evil... you will just live.. i feel like a dried up prune sometimes... unable to love, unable to hate, unable to rationalize things that i should do in the first place... many times, i asked myself... what is stopping you, why are you stucked? but perhaps no one knows the answer better than i do... but the question that really suck is "how?", how to solve it? and can i solve it?
but when i think things back, i think of where i am now... i am actually much happier here than before... for the first time in a year, i finally start to live again, but i haven't really start to feel yet... i think maybe time will heal that part of me... but i know more than ever, that is just wishful thinking, it's just an abstract thought... but for now... i am happier... that must be enough... i told gwen about it and i think i feel happier... just happier...
okay, forget that crap... yesterday morning i finally started to read my CSA and managed to finish a little stuff in the morning... at 11am, gwen texted me and said she finally finished her charity run... so i went to the usual routine when i am going out... packed some essential items into my bag and just made a dash for the bus stop at 11.50... i actually thought i was going to be the late one... funny thing is, gwen turned out to show up later than me... so it was kind of a relief somehow.. anyway, the bus was supposed to show up at 12, and another one should show up at 12.30... turns out the bus at 12 was already 45minutes late... so when we showed up at kajang ktm it was already 1.15pm... and the teller was sitting at the counter lazily handling the customers their ticket and lazily counting the change for the tickets... so we missed the first train... the second train was half an hour late... and when we boarded it, we were squished like canned sardines. the thing i don't like about ktm is that at some stops, they will cut off the aircond and start to recharge the train... then we would be stucked in between a few walks away from our destination and ending up sweating like pigs in the end... not a good idea if you are not wearing any deodorant and when the next person to you is exposing their armpits coz they are holding on to the top safety handler... awkward*-*
anyway, when me and gwen arrived at midvalley, we rushed like nobody's business to gelato... coz we already made a pact that no matter what is the situation, we would first buy ice-cream and then go to the theater later... so we did and with the ice-cream perching crazily in our grasp, we ran again upstairs to find the theater... luckily the boys who were waiting there already bought our lunch from McD...gwen kept the food in her backpack, and i kept the two drinks in mine... i asked gwen then"how are we going to get our ice-cream into the theater?"
" that is a good question..."
i forgot to tell her to lower her ice-cream down, so that it doesn't show that visibly when we pass the ticket checking area...so the guy there said"no foods allowed..."
i was like"what the hell", coz the show was already starting... the rest of them just went in first and only ziwei waited for me and gwen to finish the ice-cream... so sweet... haha
anyway, the first taste of ice-cream was still ok, but when u have consecutive bites of them with only a few seconds apart, that is when the icy feeling gets freaking unbearable and i was walking up and down, to and fro just to dissipate the coldness... that is what i call -- brainfreeze...haha, in a way it was kind of fun...
you will understand why i called it brainfreeze... coz what i did was kind of stupid... the thing is that when i went into the theater, only then did i notice that my bag was wet and i was like "This is so going to be hard to wash off later..." and i smelled the drink... it was my milo... sigh... i ended up smelling like chocolate for the rest of the day... and sorry theater... i spoiled ur carpet with a blotch... hehe, but i don't have any remorse about it...i am so bad...
anyway, we watched harry potter part 1 yesterday... surprisingly it improved...A LOT!!! coz before i even stepped into the theater i expected it to suck like nothing else... but i must say, they really did build the content up to the book's standard already... if not, i'll still be moaning away about how bad it was... haha
That night, we had a car bump into ziwei's bumper and it just drove away without stopping by to see the damage. luckily there were no scratches on the car... if there was then he would have to go to the police station and report the incident already... we later went for an impromptu tong sui late night supper... we chatted and it was actually fun to see the boys and gwen joking around... it really felt like a great friends-only outing. and together it made a perfect ending for the day... the only thing that i can say is, wow...
Nikki signing out........
me and gwen wearing the same kind of shoes--taken yesterday...
but when i think things back, i think of where i am now... i am actually much happier here than before... for the first time in a year, i finally start to live again, but i haven't really start to feel yet... i think maybe time will heal that part of me... but i know more than ever, that is just wishful thinking, it's just an abstract thought... but for now... i am happier... that must be enough... i told gwen about it and i think i feel happier... just happier...
okay, forget that crap... yesterday morning i finally started to read my CSA and managed to finish a little stuff in the morning... at 11am, gwen texted me and said she finally finished her charity run... so i went to the usual routine when i am going out... packed some essential items into my bag and just made a dash for the bus stop at 11.50... i actually thought i was going to be the late one... funny thing is, gwen turned out to show up later than me... so it was kind of a relief somehow.. anyway, the bus was supposed to show up at 12, and another one should show up at 12.30... turns out the bus at 12 was already 45minutes late... so when we showed up at kajang ktm it was already 1.15pm... and the teller was sitting at the counter lazily handling the customers their ticket and lazily counting the change for the tickets... so we missed the first train... the second train was half an hour late... and when we boarded it, we were squished like canned sardines. the thing i don't like about ktm is that at some stops, they will cut off the aircond and start to recharge the train... then we would be stucked in between a few walks away from our destination and ending up sweating like pigs in the end... not a good idea if you are not wearing any deodorant and when the next person to you is exposing their armpits coz they are holding on to the top safety handler... awkward*-*
anyway, when me and gwen arrived at midvalley, we rushed like nobody's business to gelato... coz we already made a pact that no matter what is the situation, we would first buy ice-cream and then go to the theater later... so we did and with the ice-cream perching crazily in our grasp, we ran again upstairs to find the theater... luckily the boys who were waiting there already bought our lunch from McD...gwen kept the food in her backpack, and i kept the two drinks in mine... i asked gwen then"how are we going to get our ice-cream into the theater?"
" that is a good question..."
i forgot to tell her to lower her ice-cream down, so that it doesn't show that visibly when we pass the ticket checking area...so the guy there said"no foods allowed..."
i was like"what the hell", coz the show was already starting... the rest of them just went in first and only ziwei waited for me and gwen to finish the ice-cream... so sweet... haha
anyway, the first taste of ice-cream was still ok, but when u have consecutive bites of them with only a few seconds apart, that is when the icy feeling gets freaking unbearable and i was walking up and down, to and fro just to dissipate the coldness... that is what i call -- brainfreeze...haha, in a way it was kind of fun...
you will understand why i called it brainfreeze... coz what i did was kind of stupid... the thing is that when i went into the theater, only then did i notice that my bag was wet and i was like "This is so going to be hard to wash off later..." and i smelled the drink... it was my milo... sigh... i ended up smelling like chocolate for the rest of the day... and sorry theater... i spoiled ur carpet with a blotch... hehe, but i don't have any remorse about it...i am so bad...
anyway, we watched harry potter part 1 yesterday... surprisingly it improved...A LOT!!! coz before i even stepped into the theater i expected it to suck like nothing else... but i must say, they really did build the content up to the book's standard already... if not, i'll still be moaning away about how bad it was... haha
That night, we had a car bump into ziwei's bumper and it just drove away without stopping by to see the damage. luckily there were no scratches on the car... if there was then he would have to go to the police station and report the incident already... we later went for an impromptu tong sui late night supper... we chatted and it was actually fun to see the boys and gwen joking around... it really felt like a great friends-only outing. and together it made a perfect ending for the day... the only thing that i can say is, wow...
Nikki signing out........
me and gwen wearing the same kind of shoes--taken yesterday...
my schedule
went to gurney today. there was really a lot of people. thinking also on what i want to do for the next 6 months. this is my schedule for this week.
last Tuesday: went to queensbay. got caught in MNG sales
last Wednesday: went to queensbay. got caught again in MNG sales
last thursday: went to prangin mall then went to QB again.
today: go to gurney
so u might as well guess how bored i am. i even took a drive to tanjong bungah to just sit for half an hour on the seaside. and u noe what the most pathetic thing is?
i only bought a dark blue hoodie which cost RM49 in 3 damn hours in MNG! i gotta admit, i'm not really great on buying things. got another thing to share with u too! when i went to the sales there was this really classy lady who is probably in her early thirties. she had this dyed light brown curls. when i saw her, she was wearing this white tank top, apple green miniskirt along with a tan 3 inch heels. what she did was skip all the long que and went straight to the long mirror which faces the long stretch of dressing rooms and started to pull the dresses and blouses right up her body. she then went to the salesgirl and asked:
'' did u keep the clothes that i wanted yesterday?''
that was tuesday. she then went up to the counter and paid for 7 or 8 total dresses which costs a total of probably a thousand over bucks.
and guess what? when i went to MNG the next day at 5 she was paying for the same amount of stuffs as she did the day b4. the fact is she came b4 i spent the whole three hours on the first day.
i was thinking, if she keeps this up, she may even own half of what's available in the QB branch.
then there was another lady who is in her early 20s. she had long straight hair and wore a beige satin pants along with this gorgeous no sleeve black satin top. i recognize the top from metrojaya, coz i remember admiring it myself and trying it on only to find that it costs 200 over bucks for one. what she did was bring along an indon maid and told her to stand in the que to go to the dressing room. after that she went for her ''search''. after choosing several clothes, she dumped them into her maid's arm. i couldn't help it and started to smile at the discovery. she caught me at it and smiled a little herself. what i thought at that time was,'' this lady is a pro shopper!'' so for those who have maids at home, be sure to bring them shopping coz u're gonna need them!
i couldn't help noticing people that day, coz i was really really bored and my legs were sore for standing too long on one spot. that's probably why women shopping is one of men's worst nightmare. i also bought a plain white dress on the first day for 40 bucks and 2 F.O.S. t-shirts that wrote ''most likely to be pink'' for $25.
my total clothes expenses is RM139. wow, i never like spend so much in a day b4. when daddy sees the credit card bill he going to explode on me. so i guess i'm just kind of going on a sabbatical for the rest of this month then flying straight back once the bill touches down on brunei. haha, i'm dead meat anyway. i admit too that i spent RM59.90 on a pair of really cute high heels, and RM 18.00 on a lip balm. shit, double damn, hells and back i'm dead meat anyhow...
last Tuesday: went to queensbay. got caught in MNG sales
last Wednesday: went to queensbay. got caught again in MNG sales
last thursday: went to prangin mall then went to QB again.
today: go to gurney
so u might as well guess how bored i am. i even took a drive to tanjong bungah to just sit for half an hour on the seaside. and u noe what the most pathetic thing is?
i only bought a dark blue hoodie which cost RM49 in 3 damn hours in MNG! i gotta admit, i'm not really great on buying things. got another thing to share with u too! when i went to the sales there was this really classy lady who is probably in her early thirties. she had this dyed light brown curls. when i saw her, she was wearing this white tank top, apple green miniskirt along with a tan 3 inch heels. what she did was skip all the long que and went straight to the long mirror which faces the long stretch of dressing rooms and started to pull the dresses and blouses right up her body. she then went to the salesgirl and asked:
'' did u keep the clothes that i wanted yesterday?''
that was tuesday. she then went up to the counter and paid for 7 or 8 total dresses which costs a total of probably a thousand over bucks.
and guess what? when i went to MNG the next day at 5 she was paying for the same amount of stuffs as she did the day b4. the fact is she came b4 i spent the whole three hours on the first day.
i was thinking, if she keeps this up, she may even own half of what's available in the QB branch.
then there was another lady who is in her early 20s. she had long straight hair and wore a beige satin pants along with this gorgeous no sleeve black satin top. i recognize the top from metrojaya, coz i remember admiring it myself and trying it on only to find that it costs 200 over bucks for one. what she did was bring along an indon maid and told her to stand in the que to go to the dressing room. after that she went for her ''search''. after choosing several clothes, she dumped them into her maid's arm. i couldn't help it and started to smile at the discovery. she caught me at it and smiled a little herself. what i thought at that time was,'' this lady is a pro shopper!'' so for those who have maids at home, be sure to bring them shopping coz u're gonna need them!
i couldn't help noticing people that day, coz i was really really bored and my legs were sore for standing too long on one spot. that's probably why women shopping is one of men's worst nightmare. i also bought a plain white dress on the first day for 40 bucks and 2 F.O.S. t-shirts that wrote ''most likely to be pink'' for $25.
my total clothes expenses is RM139. wow, i never like spend so much in a day b4. when daddy sees the credit card bill he going to explode on me. so i guess i'm just kind of going on a sabbatical for the rest of this month then flying straight back once the bill touches down on brunei. haha, i'm dead meat anyway. i admit too that i spent RM59.90 on a pair of really cute high heels, and RM 18.00 on a lip balm. shit, double damn, hells and back i'm dead meat anyhow...
how to make a road bully eat his own action, if not words?!
okay, sorry i really never update like in a long long time!
just want to tell u all some of my experience on the road. that day, when i was driving, i noticed i was in the wrong lane. noticing that there were no more cars behind that lane, i switched on my left hand signal and turned just stepping a little bit right into the left lane.
then there was this indian guy driving a proton saga. the minute he saw me he deliberately drove until he was right behind where my car just stepped into the lane.
the car in front then drove a bit forward so i was able to step further into the left lane. then the rude guy moved in front a bit. i got really angry so i moved my car forward, directly blocking his lane. 
when there was this green light. he noticed only that he can't move any further, coz if he did he would crash onto my car. so i drove forward then he honked me. i just stuck out my tongue at him and thought "bye sucker!".
another really great way of really pissing off a road bully is to drive slowly when he or she honks you. that's what my mom do.
i noe this type of character is really childish. but then when it comes to driving on the road in penang, things are always like that. i guess ppl might as well make the best of a situation...
just want to tell u all some of my experience on the road. that day, when i was driving, i noticed i was in the wrong lane. noticing that there were no more cars behind that lane, i switched on my left hand signal and turned just stepping a little bit right into the left lane.
then there was this indian guy driving a proton saga. the minute he saw me he deliberately drove until he was right behind where my car just stepped into the lane.
the car in front then drove a bit forward so i was able to step further into the left lane. then the rude guy moved in front a bit. i got really angry so i moved my car forward, directly blocking his lane. 
when there was this green light. he noticed only that he can't move any further, coz if he did he would crash onto my car. so i drove forward then he honked me. i just stuck out my tongue at him and thought "bye sucker!".
another really great way of really pissing off a road bully is to drive slowly when he or she honks you. that's what my mom do.
i noe this type of character is really childish. but then when it comes to driving on the road in penang, things are always like that. i guess ppl might as well make the best of a situation...
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